Phew~

Now I can Finally Edit PicS!!! yay!!!

Thanks Ker Xin! MwahXx Love you!!!

Now day 5 on the alien planet....
Finally, I get to go home!!
They FINALLY booked my ticket last night~
I was like phew~ they finally let me home~
.....
Then I got lectured by my uncle and auntie here in Sabah!!
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Wat laaa...
T.T
Kena lectured about my bf!!
Asking me to break up with him
Adakah patut?????
Got ah such human tat ask you to break up..
Summore giving examples all..
In my mind I was like "Do you think I'm an IDIOT?"
I'm like the break up expert among my friends...
And he's teaching me how to break up??
WAT THE HELL!!!
This is so inappropriate!!!!
HAIZZZ

Some more say they'll be coming down to Penang by the end of this year
And by then, he wanna see me change to another bf!
And at that moment I just kept smiling and in my head was this
"What the Fuck man! This is my life or yours?"
Note* I am very careful when it comes to bad words~ I will only use it when I'm angry
So you get the point!
I mean don't I have the rights to choose???
If I am making a mistake, let me make it...
So that I can learn from it...
Nobody's perfect!
Everyone's got to make mistakes in order to learn from it!!!
OMG!! I am sooooo stress now!!!
I so wish that I could just shout at their face!!!
"Can you all just SHUT UP? It's my choice, you all say that I am big enough to make my own choices... SO LET ME MAKE IT!!!!"
You wanna fight?
COME ON THEN!!!
You think I'm afraid???
This is the 21st century!!!! no the 90's or the 80's!!!!
I think even if I keep on complaining about this matter
Nothing will change...

So I will just shut up now and express how happy I am to be going home
So that I can see the love of my life again!! ^^
I'm vry happie!
Because I can Edit picS~
Thanks To Ker Xin! ^^

Wheeeeeee!!!!
And good news to a few people~
I am coming home this saturday!!!
Coming home from this HELL!!!
Oh, and I forgot another thing...
Yesterday [3rd June 2009], there were 3 people who actually told me that they still love me~
I mean OMG! 3!!! haha
Its not a big number I know!! whatever!
But still...
hehe... at least got 3!! better than none!!

Ok the story went like this...
Erm, 3 boys so Boy 1, boy 2, and boy 3..
Case 1: Boy 1's case is not really the direct type... But he just went a whole big round to come back to one point...
Lame right? I know...
Anyway... He asked me how I was... How my mom and sis were...
and then he asked my bday, fav food...
So I told him, I mean we are friends, so why lie right?
The I told him that I love Lollipops...
and the next thing Boy 1 say that "ok, I'll buy for you"
I mean, which kind of "FRIEND" would actually buy something specially for a girl that just said she like lollipops????
I didn't ask properly.. but I know cox he used to like me, and boy 1 actually hit on me last time...
But I decline~ haha

Case 2: Boy 2 was a childhood friend... He told me that he loved me like 2/3years ago..
And I was like, ok cool... but I can't accept you...
Cox I treat you like my brother...
I don't have those kind of feelings towards boy 2...
So just a few days ago, I told him that I was crying because I can't go home
I want to meet my bf... so I'm sad and crying...
Then he told me...
"I knw how u feel, but did u ever think how i feel? i still love u.. and i'm sorry if i hurt u..." something like that... blaah blaah blaah and so on...

Case 3: Boy 3 was my ex... He just told me today that he still have some feelings towards me...
and I was like oh ok...
and he was so afraid that he'd hurt me...
and he kept on apologizing!!
I was like, STOP APOLOGIZING!!!
you didn't hurt me....

Anyways.... I practically don't have anything else to blog
Since my mom disturbed my concertration by calling me into the room
to do my laundry... -___-||
So I don't have anymore ideas~ sorry ya~

Got to Go~
Bai Bai!!!