Micheal Jackson May Your Soul Rest In Peace!!

It's so saddening today,

I was woken up by my loud message tone...

My friend messaged me " Micheal Jackson die la oi "

I was like " What the hell? "

And I didn't care, because it was from an unknown number

So I just continue to sleep...

When I woke up in the afternoon, Then only I know that Micheal Jackson really died...

T.T

I used to admire him.... T.T

Now he's gone...

It's like OMG!!!

The King of Pop is gone!!!!

I pity Janet, she lost her brother...

Sigh...

I don't know what to say...

It's just so shocking!!

Suddenly only that fellow went away from the world....

All in All... I just want everyone to remember him...

Sorry, I am lazy to upload any pics of him...

I even tried to upload a video... but the codes just wouldn't come out right...

So sorry ya... ^^

Antique Bakery~ I want those cakes!!! T.T

Craving craving craving....

Cakes Cakes Cakes...

Actually, I'm a type of person who loves cakes alot..

But due to our LAME Malaysian product...

We can't make delicious cakes in the normal Malaysia Bakery...

All those cakes you eat there are mostly left overnight or not enough ingredients~

I want to open a bakery one day...

Selling fresh cakes everyday... ^^

Ahhhh... Just look at all these pictures...

You'll know why I crave so much for CAKES~

Choux a la Creme

Cassis Mousse (~.~)

A seasons cake... ^^

Jean Pierre

Strawberry!!! ^^

Pudding~

The Four Handsome Antique Bakery's staff...

^^

They are quite a good looking team, eh? ^^

Haaaaaaaah.... How I wish we live in the world of ANIME~

Then everything will be so easy~... T.T

No need all these useless backaches and sicks... >.<

arghhh!!!! I wanna kill that baboon James P Cornelius!

For no particular reason... hehehe!!

Who ever you are " Guest " the one who commented on my Shoutout GET THE FUCK AWAY!!

I Fucking don't need you to tell me what you think

I don't fucking choose my boyfriend through looks ok!

If you don't fucking know.. That mean you're just a puny little DICKHEAD who doesn't even know about FEELINGS!!!

Even if you're a guy... YOU FUCKING BITCH!!!

Who only knows how to lick cocks and eat SHIT!!

I don't need you to comment on my blog...

You can just go fuck a dog in the ass...

I don't even fucking care!

Do I need your permission to post my own blog and my own pics?

NOOOOOOOO!

So get the fucking hell out of here before your fucking penis drops off..

And If you're a girl...

You're parents must have made a mistake giving birth to you

I feel fucking sorry for your fucking parents who fucks with dogs

and having you as a fucking-dog-kid!

You don't have the rights to comment on peoples blog as you like...

So get the fucking hell out of my blog...

Don't you ever comment on my blog anymore...

DICKFACE!

You think your dick is as big as 20cm???

If you are...

Then you're a dickface...

I feel pity for those who love you...

You're worthless in this fucking world!

ASSHOLE!

Fuck you!

The Chinese Wedding Dinner...

Well...

The wedding dinner last night was okay though...

At least the emcee didn't try to speak english...

hahaha... I know I'm very mean!

But they bride and groom's relatives and friends are chinese...

Theres only a few Mamak friends...

So they sang chinese songs all through the night...

And out table was set right outside the restaurant...

They did a Wedding Dinner in a small restaurant...

Yeah, I know... Budjet!!!
So our table was set just right beside the main door...
The door was so beautiful! It has a Dragon on the right hand side, and a Pheonix on the left..
It's a double door...

Our Table Taggie~

Come come, Lets Eat...

Before going to SP... At home~
At the wedding reception~ ^^

Dar dar and I ^^I love you Sky! hehe

The Wedding Dinner was okay...

But the first 3 dishes are the best among all 8...

After the 3rd dish.. all the other dish just gets weirder and weirder.... O_o?

Anyways... I know I am off the date, but I would like to reply to Yumimi-sama's blog...

http://www.yumimisama.blogspot.com

The blog URL...

Where she posted about the smoking post...

"Well, first you gotta think what you're writing about... cox well...

Smoking basically depends on the owner's body...

Because if the body is healthy and strong enough, you can actually cope with the tobacco

And not get any sickness...

Because there are so many old mens...

That started smoking since they were young..

Take my Grandpa for example...

He started smoking when he was a teenager, and now he's 90++

And he's still healthy...

And alcohol does the same to a body like cigarette...

Because...

They're both drugs.. They can get you addicted...

And being drunk is worst than smelling the smoke...

Imagine a drunk, a stranger, a person you never even seen before, not being able to control their actions,

and say unwanted things... And try/do unwanted things to you..

Would you rather smell smoke? or endure all this?

Ask this question to yourself...

And by the way... You're living in a society where lots of people smoke...

Every air you breathe contains smoke...

The air is already polluted!

Unless you have "THE LATEST TECHNOLOGY" that no one has ever created

"Airtight-nose mask" or even an "Airtight-room"

Do you have any? NO!

You're sharing this world with everyone else, girl!

If you worry about the smell so much then

Why don't you bring a perfume spray to work?

What are you trying to be all miss perfect..

Don't you know that the F-ing truth that no one is perfect?????

OMFG I'm getting pissed...

I've seen this kind of thing MANY MANY F-ing times!

First you say you will break up if he Smokes....

Then when that happens

YOU DON'T!

Yeah, yeah.... You're Boyfriend is the "BEST" la...

=.= I am seriously doubting u will follow your words...

Well... I am NOT a hypocrite....

Because when I was young, I said to everyone that I'm not gonna smoke...

But I do accept my friends that smoke...

Cox thats what they choose to do...

Well, since you hate SMOKERS so much, then why do you have friends that smoke?

LOOK INTO THE WORLD!

YOU'RE BREATHING SMOKE GODDAMNIT!

So look at me now! I don't smoke, I choose to release stress in other ways..

Yay for Me... =.=

And I can tell that to you "I will NOT smoke!"

And I end my case..."

I know my friends are there for me..

To share my ups and downs..

So I am there to share theirs...

If they are kind to me, I am to them

And
IF

Anyone of them does anything to the ones I love

For example MY SISTER (AnnHime)

They met their end...

I know my sister can survive herself...

But she also need support from the back!

And I am there first!

There are so many things that SOOOO many of you don't know...

What you see in my sister's surface is her mask...

BUT you don't know what's inside!!

What my sister say, or anything that comes out of her mouth is HER...

That is her Personality!

_+Sora+_

Oh F*ck!

Oh My God~

I'm finally back in PENANG!!!

But I should have said that last Sunday..

But I didn't have the laptop...

And I didn't went to a CC....

so.....

Wait, now is not a good time to blog...

But its okay I guess...

Well, I have not been well this whole week...

I got sick [very super high fever] on Monday!

And that time I was lucky enough to have my Babe right beside me...

He didn't go to work that morning because I forgot to wake him up

Only because I am in a terrible condition...

I was panting, and I couldn't breathe...

My whole body is Hot!

And my head was spinning like a merry-go-round...

My Babe got a shock to see me like this and he asked me whats wrong...

So I told him that I couldn't move...

Then he immediately took me downstairs to lay under the fan instead of an air-cond...

I can't even pick up my head...

And when I need to go to the toilet...

OMG that was the worst!!!

I had him carry me to the door and wait for me to finish...

Then we went to see a doctor in Wawasan Clinic... The one near Wonderful~

And my medical fee cost RM3o T.T My pocket money gone!!!

But after eating their medicine, I immediately went better...

My fever went down... I had a minor headache...

And everything was fine~

BUT!!!

My babe kept on sneezing on my FACE!! Leg and my hands...

So... unfortunately, I got FLUUUUUUUU

=.=

So now I'm suffering from this stupid flu..

Which the fluid can't stop flowing DOWN!!!

Oh damn it!

Stop already!!!

URGH I hate this!!!

I think I'm gonna go sleep now...

Cox it's like 4.13am now...

I need to sleep..

Tomorrow I'm gonna attend a wedding dinner...

Chinese one...

I don't really like the sound of that... [Chinese wedding dinner]

>.<>

That terrible emcee...

The terrible english.....

Terrible greeting..........

So I'm gonna go sleep now..

And I have lots to blog about tomorrow... If I get to use the laptop, that is.

=.=

My sis always brings the laptop to her lao gong...

And leaving me at home dead bored.....

Anyways...

Good night~

_+SoRa+_

Phew~

Now I can Finally Edit PicS!!! yay!!!

Thanks Ker Xin! MwahXx Love you!!!

Now day 5 on the alien planet....
Finally, I get to go home!!
They FINALLY booked my ticket last night~
I was like phew~ they finally let me home~
.....
Then I got lectured by my uncle and auntie here in Sabah!!
-___-||
Wat laaa...
T.T
Kena lectured about my bf!!
Asking me to break up with him
Adakah patut?????
Got ah such human tat ask you to break up..
Summore giving examples all..
In my mind I was like "Do you think I'm an IDIOT?"
I'm like the break up expert among my friends...
And he's teaching me how to break up??
WAT THE HELL!!!
This is so inappropriate!!!!
HAIZZZ

Some more say they'll be coming down to Penang by the end of this year
And by then, he wanna see me change to another bf!
And at that moment I just kept smiling and in my head was this
"What the Fuck man! This is my life or yours?"
Note* I am very careful when it comes to bad words~ I will only use it when I'm angry
So you get the point!
I mean don't I have the rights to choose???
If I am making a mistake, let me make it...
So that I can learn from it...
Nobody's perfect!
Everyone's got to make mistakes in order to learn from it!!!
OMG!! I am sooooo stress now!!!
I so wish that I could just shout at their face!!!
"Can you all just SHUT UP? It's my choice, you all say that I am big enough to make my own choices... SO LET ME MAKE IT!!!!"
You wanna fight?
COME ON THEN!!!
You think I'm afraid???
This is the 21st century!!!! no the 90's or the 80's!!!!
I think even if I keep on complaining about this matter
Nothing will change...

So I will just shut up now and express how happy I am to be going home
So that I can see the love of my life again!! ^^
I'm vry happie!
Because I can Edit picS~
Thanks To Ker Xin! ^^

Wheeeeeee!!!!
And good news to a few people~
I am coming home this saturday!!!
Coming home from this HELL!!!
Oh, and I forgot another thing...
Yesterday [3rd June 2009], there were 3 people who actually told me that they still love me~
I mean OMG! 3!!! haha
Its not a big number I know!! whatever!
But still...
hehe... at least got 3!! better than none!!

Ok the story went like this...
Erm, 3 boys so Boy 1, boy 2, and boy 3..
Case 1: Boy 1's case is not really the direct type... But he just went a whole big round to come back to one point...
Lame right? I know...
Anyway... He asked me how I was... How my mom and sis were...
and then he asked my bday, fav food...
So I told him, I mean we are friends, so why lie right?
The I told him that I love Lollipops...
and the next thing Boy 1 say that "ok, I'll buy for you"
I mean, which kind of "FRIEND" would actually buy something specially for a girl that just said she like lollipops????
I didn't ask properly.. but I know cox he used to like me, and boy 1 actually hit on me last time...
But I decline~ haha

Case 2: Boy 2 was a childhood friend... He told me that he loved me like 2/3years ago..
And I was like, ok cool... but I can't accept you...
Cox I treat you like my brother...
I don't have those kind of feelings towards boy 2...
So just a few days ago, I told him that I was crying because I can't go home
I want to meet my bf... so I'm sad and crying...
Then he told me...
"I knw how u feel, but did u ever think how i feel? i still love u.. and i'm sorry if i hurt u..." something like that... blaah blaah blaah and so on...

Case 3: Boy 3 was my ex... He just told me today that he still have some feelings towards me...
and I was like oh ok...
and he was so afraid that he'd hurt me...
and he kept on apologizing!!
I was like, STOP APOLOGIZING!!!
you didn't hurt me....

Anyways.... I practically don't have anything else to blog
Since my mom disturbed my concertration by calling me into the room
to do my laundry... -___-||
So I don't have anymore ideas~ sorry ya~

Got to Go~
Bai Bai!!!

Finally I get the use the computer...

Here life in Sabah, its not that bad...
But being forced to stay her out of my own free will?
I cannot take that!
How dare those people try to force me to stay here???
I wanna go back home...
Then I can come back before classes start...
Oh My God...


I tell you, its so hard to talk to my mom to ask her to ask my auntie to buy another plane ticket for me to go HOME!!!!
WAT THE HELL MAN!!!!
WAT DO YOU MEAN I CAN'T GO HOME!!!!!
ITS MY FREAKIN HOME!!!!
IT AIN'T YOURS!!!!! ARGGHHH!!!!!
Dah la I've already put up so much just to come here!!!!!!!
And now you wanna force me to stay here to work for you????
I wanna go home to my Sky!!! My Lao Gong~
Do any of you(in this house)even know how much I miss him???
I know that my mom planned all this just to get me away from him!!!
If they don't let me home, I will find my own ways
Even if I have to starve or walk...
I will do it!!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!
I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW!!!


Why they wanna control me??
Isn't this LIFE mine to live????
I cannot express how this thing feels...
If anyone of you have been through this... I salute you!!!
And those people who are gonna go through this, I wish you good luck...
For it will hurt, disappoint, scare, freak you out, surprise, and many more la!!!!
Aiyo I tell you........
I SO GERAM NOW!!!
I duwan blog about it anymore!
The more I type the more harder I press on the keyboard~
Later the keyboard spoil!!!!
ARGHH!!